Busy
A poem by Sue Ellson
I am busy, so busy
I don’t have time to think
I am busy, so busy
So close to the brink
I am busy, so busy
I can’t face the demons inside
I am busy, so busy
So I can allow them to hide
I am busy, so busy
Just keeping up with life
I am busy, so busy
Trying to keep out of strife
I am busy, so busy
That’s why I don’t call
I am busy, so busy
So close to a fall
I am busy, so busy
There is no time for sleep
I am busy, so busy
That’s why I say bleep
I am busy, so busy
Please be kind whilst I am away
I am busy, so busy
It’s me, not you, who cannot stay
I can’t be controlled
But I am in a rut
You can’t make suggestions
I will just say ‘but’
So please be kind
Let me speak my mind
And one day I will reveal
What I can no longer conceal
The loss, the pain, the grief from the past
The sadness, the despair, the disappointments that last
I need your love
Your listening ear
Your kindest words
Some jolly good cheer
I just need somewhere safe
To deal with this stuff
I don’t want to fear
An unfortunate rebuff
When I find it within
Or through people who tune in
I will start to heal
And begin to be real
I might slow down
Or completely stop
For a moment
A month or even longer
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